Would be really great if i could make sense of my mind.

Stop spinning around please! just stop, freak little brain! you supposed to be in gravity, guide me, define directions and pick the right things, not just choose to choose.

Indeed you could stop being so vulnerable, yes, you! shallow heart! i just can't carry your eight anymore.

These words, i'm putting down here cause it's the final say before i crack my mind in millions of tiny pieces. Pieces that would disappear into the ocean and take together all the loose smiles that i insist to wear every single day....

And when your fears become your friends they end up smiling at you...

Every one hides who they are for some part of the time. Sometimes you bury that part of yourself so deep that you have to be reminded that's there at all, and sometimes you just want to forget who you are all together. And what about me?! Maybe i'll never be the human i should be. I ain't either the man they wanted me to be or the man i expected to become. But i'm something entirely new, with my own settle of rules.

Balance is the word of the moment!

What a hollercoaster i'm living in!
Live your life like there's no tomorrow
Intense?! i agree
I think i took this advice too serious
Balance is the word of the moment
I don't wanna spread myself around like before
or even took all the ''easy ways'' to scape reality
My body complains about it
My mind even worst

Tell my mind ''slow down!''
Teach my soul how to wait to the answers that i need
or how to ask the right questions

Today i'm more 22 than 21
Things come and go really fast
I blink my eyes and one more day, one more week is gone

I need new plans, resolutions and more than that
Need more action

Despite i'm not that innocent anymore
I wanna visualize that light on the end of the tunnel again
The magic will never fade away
Hopefully not!

Oque mais há em mim além do que a espera?

Burning

On the edge of my sanity
My craziness will find the wildest dreams I’ve got
Has anybody ever told you it's not comin' true?
Let’s be clear
People ain’t gonna believe in you
They look at you but they don’t see you
They see what they want to see
Patience ain’t gonna help you
And time?!
Well, time ain’t gonna cure you
sweetie, time don't give a shit
time's just gonna hit on you.

A guy between
The reality and the dreams he seeks
A tropical heat that makes he dizzy
A field with holes that needs to be fixed
A broken chair where he insist to seat
Posters, books and a couple of beers
Pills to contain some trash thoughts
Glasses to find the missing piece
A city wall, he can’t escape from this
The drop dead dream
and a twisted smile to complete his scene.

Up to the platform of surrender

I was just spreading myself around
sometimes we're clumsy and stupid
I wanted to see and been seeing
my hand were cold, did you notice it that day?!
cause a look can describe a burning desire
I saw your face and soul
I smelled your intentions
they we're dancin in the air
making movements
it all happend in a sec
while you were shaking hands

Maybe it's an one way road
where i'm running
the speed is high
i just can't stop now
I'm losing my perception
what's illusion?!
where the reality stops?

Up to the platform of surrender
you can see me there
not sure what's going on

no control is found...